Things are going great ! I hope to get back into vlogging soon so keep your eyes peeled!

Haha sorry its been a million years, I havent forgotten about this site, I swear!

BTW The glasses are fake.

My modeling website -

http://www.myspace.com/suzyberhow

Hi everyone! New video blog! Oi i was soooo dizzy after work today from not eating all day and working so hard and i posted about it. 20 mins later i get a text from nalem with a address to a pizza company and then another message from her saying to go pick up my pizza. she lives in KY. She ordered a pizza for me in Fl. How FUCKING sweet is that? I love my Nalem. I dont know anyone else that would have done that for me.

Ugh i am pretty tired. here are some links i mentioned in my video blog

http://mortemer-stock.deviantart.com/

http://mortemer.deviantart.com/

Or you can stalk me on Twitter -

http://twitter.com/Mortemer

Night <3.

Today I had to get up at 7Am for a meeting at work (technically 6 ):) Straight after that I had to rush to downtown tampa for a go-see for a job modeling for good-girl jewlery. It went great, we Did a test shoot and the pictures above are some test shots with a piece of the jewlery. They had a go-see with a girl before me that was signed with Elite, she was 5′11 and weighed 110 lbs. They said i Moved better than her :O . After i left they had 4 other go sees with other agency models. i was the only one not signed. After the test shoot i went back to work -_-. So tired! But when i got home i found out that I was picked over all the agency models for the job! Maybe its time for me to get signed :3!

So The shoot for goodgirls jewlery is in early april and all the jewlery i model i get to keep :3~! Wish me luck!

I hope everyone else had a great daylights savings XD.

So yesterday i made some video blogs before i went to work (see below). Upon arival at work i came to find that my manager is leaving the store because he cant stand management anymore and that i should think about leaving too because our new manager is …Heather (she was my manager at disney and lets just say she is pure evil). I told him if i ever had to work with her i would quit. and i mean it. He continued to tell me that i had been written up twice by her for faulty reasonings (shes already trying to fire me). I was written up for not talking to our secret shopper about something non chocolate related…seriously. I work in a chocolate store. What should i talk about with them? The weather?

Soooo as soon as i get home i find out that This awesome sushi resaturaunt i was thinking about applying to just had a girl put in her two weeks So i messaged one of my friends that works there about a interview and she said i’m practically a shoe in for the job :3. I know everyone that works there. I was told they make $200 a weekend in tips alone . So i guess this is a good thing?

While at work i was approached by a guy in a cheesey suit that smelled heavily of cologne. He said he was the owner of a salon and wanted me to model for it. he came me his card, told me to email him and left. I’m not sure if he was a real salon owner, or just a cheesy guy, and frankly i dont need a hair cut so i might just forget it happened XD.

After work I went out Dancing with Dash and John! So much fun! I was always told that i wouldnt like it but it was so fun I made so many friends, and Dash did a photoshoot with me in the club with all the raver guys helping out with their glowsticks. I Danced with anyone that came up to me, guys and girls…and dykes LOl. I cant wait for the pictures, One looks portfolio worthy! Anyone wanna go Raving with me?

I was approached by a guy at the club who runs “rat soap” in ybor, a clothing store of sorts, to model for him, maybe i’ll get free clothes out of it?

There were a couple creepy old guys that danced with me but whatever, as long as they dont touch. Another guy gave me one of his cds (hes a DJ)his name is Dj truks. I have yet to listen to it. But cool, I <3 Techno.

In short, i lost my job, got a new job, HAD FUN, and booked 2 more modeling jobs in one night.

:3 Maybe things are finally starting to turn around for me.

<3 Love Suzy.

PS I cant wait to get Dashs pictures to show you all!

I just finnished a painting of my dad as well -

Jean and I had a second interview with the casting team today. We might be on cycle 13.
Oh and if you watch wednesday ,cycle 12 of antm will be airing on tv and if you look close you might see me in the casting special ^_-.

Here are two sneak peak pictures from a shoot i did today. neither of these have been touched up yet, thus why this is a sneak peak lol.

The makeup artist was the same from my Disney Couture shoot, and her husband took the pictures. The theme was twilight (vampires) thus why i have glitter on me (i dont think you can see it in these ones, but once the sun hit you could) For doing the shoot she gave me all kinds of exclusive hellokitty/mac goods that you cant buy in stores XD! Yay!

I wuvs her.

Things have been going great lately, i’ve been working hard and seeing it pay off. Momo is still the cutest little kitten in the world!

I’ve been getting back in touch with some of the girls i lived with at disney and its been pretty refreshing. I never realised how close i was to them. If your not living on the edge then your taking up too much room!

I hope everyone else is doing ok! Oh and heres a song my friend kenny wrote, its been stuck in my head (I said i would post it for raven) –

Kennys song

I’ve been redecorating my bed room, moving stuff around, cleaning stuff, feels good man. i have a few new paintings in the planning stages. megacon is this weekend. i dont feel bad about missing it. its just a shop con and to be honest, i have no room to spend money. gotta save save save! Mmm my mom is going to moffit tomorrow. yay!

Celebrate life everyone.

Short little cat legs.

Sooooooo after a unsuccessful run i have finally won my dream kitty! Her name is Captain MoMo , in rememberance of Adams kitty “motorboat”.

So far i have sent $60 at the shelter picker her up and $56 at petsmart buying her the essentials, today i take her for her 72 hour checkup to make sure shes ok (mandatory check up from the pound) and the opperator said it would only cost me $35 *whew!* My dad said it would be around $100+. Yikes~!
So lets hope they dont find anything wrong with her. she is just the cutest thing to ever grace my room. once she gets comfortable in my room we are going to let her roam free in the house. for right now every time someone comes in my room that’s not me she just hides under my bed haha XD.
mmmmm. what else is new. I am still moving to LA in july, the promise of $200 rent a month sounds very promising. not to mention moving with friends is even more awesome.
I just hope i can find a job once i get there. I am now agency weight standards so at least that’s a yay! and i have been working very hard on my portfolio making it perfect.
“you cant have mountain dew kitty >:3″
I hope everyone else is doing well. I have purpose now, and that is to take care of this baby animal :3 <3. Awww.
Have a great day guys. <3.

Btw i just put new stock up on my deviant art account! Its been ages!